Fear of Being Alone, Fear of Dying, Fear of Abandonment, Fear of Starving

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Fear of Being Alone, Fear of Dying, Fear of Abandonment, Fear of Starving

Post by Poem on Mon Jun 29, 2009 8:07 pm

Last year, during the first month of Summer, My father passed away. I had been with my father since he had several physical conditions, memory loss, stamina loss, hearing complications, water build up in the legs, puffiness, others, due to the synthetic medications for heart disease's. I tell you first hand, do not give to your elderly, these synthetic medications. Instead give the natural means to recover. Plenty of water and nutrients, and plenty of walking and having them around, give them plenty of your care, your love. Love heals. It may take time, but, Jesus gives all the time necessary. You must spend plenty of time with them. They have greater fears, because they are nearing death.

After my father passed away, it was as if, my whole life was torn from me. The feeling I can describe in one word, an abyss. My father and I, had lived together for nearly all of my natural existence. Minus a few years. He was always there. The comfort of having someone, when you come home, when you rise, when your off, when just alone. Someone there. The elderly require the same. The young require the same. All people from start to finish require the same.

The feelings of this abyss, I had many questions, to summarize, what will I do now to address the several issues that are before me, but first this one: 'no more father'! He was everything to me on earth. He was my comfort.

Fear of abandonment, fear of being alone; The Indians have a practice or used to have it not sure anymore, where they would spend time in training being alone to overcome their fears. To become more or less self-sufficient, living off the land. Modern people think of them as savages, for one reason or another, and hollywood does not paint the correct picture by any means. Hollywood has one motive: To Make Money. Hollywood pumps its venoms into society. You do not have to go to the show to be saturated with it. But if you go, you invite demons into your thoughts, by listening, and watching; the two ways in which the Serpent, stung, bit Adam and Eve. Come and listen, look. They certainly do not promote Christian principals and standards, and for the majority, they think it's ok to go. You are free to choose, but, Wisdom teaches, that darkness spreads its errors through, dark ministers. Hollywood is the door to darkness.

Hollywood pumps fear, violence, aggression, malice, wickedness, and instructions in all of these and more. A mind that has been inhabited by these things, is person filled with fear and hatred. The root is hatred, the main seed. Violence comes from Hatred, thus hatred is at the source of violence. Murdering the spirit of man; the flesh is easy prey to such things. The flesh easily accepts these things. Do not continue to feed the seed of Hatred, it will branch out into other vices.

In the many movies, you may see people starving, you may see people robbing, you mostly see people in opposition, --fights, wars, killing. This is exactly the opposite of love one another, do good to each other, look upon others best interests more than yourselves. Live denying yourself and helping others.

For those people who say it's ok, you're being taught the doctrines of hell. Where there is love, there is God, where there is good will there is God, where there's violence, malice and wickedness there is not God, for there is pride present, pride says, I can do anything, any where, any time. Thus the face of Satan is present in Hollywood. His presence is felt even stronger there today than, in previous years. Technology made it possible, modern society made it possible, people who were self-seekers, looking to promote doctrines of devils, made it possible. In short man with Satan made it possible.

The Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, sits in Hollywood. Using intellectual prowse, seducing people to darkness.

There was a time where, movies were more benign, if that is possible, or more or less, promoting goodness with certain morals. But those days are long gone. The morals have been swept aside for thrills, and adventure in malice and wickedness. Destruction, violence, doing evil. This land is filled with it now. Once you let these into your mind, it is the same as opening the door into your house, you are the temple of God, and once you let the enemy in, God leaves. Bye bye! Disgusted, God leaves. You have traded Good for Evil, making Evil your habitation.

Fear sits in the recesses of darkness within you and you won't know it's there, because of the darkness that is hidden within you. Things that are forefront are agressive behavior, the anxiousness for the many thoughts raging within you, your blood boiling, your blood speaking with all its voices. The fear is demon driven and seated, it sits inside. You may think you have ovecome the fear, but actually is not the case.
Demons hide, concealing themselves. They hide in thoughts and feelings, emotions that came in as fear, flagellation, perturbation, agitation.

This is how the demon works.

God is Light, He exposes darkness, if you bring them forward, He chases them away and the spot that darkness occupied is now possesed by the Light. Only your will could change this. If you cleaned your house out completely, and subject yourself again to the darkness, this time the demon brings more help, as is written in the Gospel, Jesus says, the demon once ejected goes in the desert and returns with 7 more. So you must be vigilant to keeping yourself from being invaded.

Jesus says, this is a war between Satan and spirits. Spirits of Men. It is a spiritual battle. Satan working hard, but with ease because men are easy prey.

Satan works to put his fear into souls, and God works to put love into souls. Fear has torment. Love has joy. Therefore, all souls in Heaven, have a natural joy. In hell all souls hate. Hate each other, hate Satan and hate Satan's angels. Hate is the consuming atmosphere. Is this what you desire? Eternal hatred, in a tortured environment? I don't! For your own eternal welfare, I hope you realize all that world is pumping in your face, is just a lure, full of traps and snare to bring you to the real issue: Satan and his hell.

Peace in the Holy Name of Jesus


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Re: Fear of Being Alone, Fear of Dying, Fear of Abandonment, Fear of Starving

Post by Poem on Thu Aug 06, 2009 12:18 am



What the bottomline is.

Your flesh is Satan's instrument.

Your soul is God's life energy. Without out the soul you have no life in your flesh.

The flesh because it was compromised, if it is fed any malice is your enemy, the enemy of your soul.

So in reality your mind is controlled by the senses, rather than the soul and mind controling the senses.

In your blood is the poison, which speaks to your flesh to lust, crave after something unnaturally.
After a while, what was akward, becomes conditioned. You then have been trained into whatever
your lust is, and it is unquenchable desire the burns your innards, much like a fever.

Jesus says in the Holy Hour, that the flesh is Satan's instrument. In PoMG Jesus says, Satan's concupiscence is in the flesh of man. In PoMG, 1, Jesus is tempted by the Devil, the Devil mentions that he wished he did not make the woman disobedient, because he cannot get her to obey him either. Satan is not able to peer into the future, so he did not know what he did at that time was also, not good for him. So herein, he is not wise, but clever, cunning, crafty, intelligent, astute, but because he cannot see the outcome way down the road, he has to 'study', 'observe' and plan. Whereas God see's everything from start to finish and can at anytime make a change or intervene, because God see's. Thus, God is in NOW, Always, Perpetual, Constant, while we live in time, like grass which comes up and then is gone. So why do we not cling to God and trust in His Guidance? Because, we listen to the many voices of the flesh! The flesh is raging idiot, that is tortured by the Devil himself.

Jesus comes, gives, us the Eucharist, His Heart, which beats and has the Word of God in it. It gives your soul energy, power, to overcome the Demon. It is digested into your blood and runs through the blood, killing the poisons of concupiscence. It is the 'antidote' to Satan's poison.

Eat, and Drink the Body of Christ

Peace in the Most Holy Name of Jesus

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